lazy sunday

my room is clean. finally. it was such a mess. but not anymore! i still need to do some work on my closet, but i'm happy with the progress. other than the few hours i spent on my room, i've done nothing. there is plenty more i should be doing. i have some ads i'm supposed to do, a lot of reading for school, and work for the annoying summer employers that all needs to be done. working on satruday makes me want to do nothing on sundays because it's my day off. but i can't do nothing today. because everything starts again tomorrow.
speaking of tomorrow, i have this class. its a philosophy class. i've never taken a philosophy class before but it's required. so i have to take it. man, the prof is hardcore. she is this intense eco-feminist and she promises that this will not be your "typical" philosophy class, where it is required for some science students who probably don't have any prior philosophy experience. i would hate to be in a "typical" philosophy class. i have no idea what i'm doing. i'm really going to have to work my ass off. i actually have another class this term that is a philosophy class. justice in global perspective. it was on my list of accepted electives for my minor and it sounded interesting so i went for it. this prof also said that the class would not be a "typical" philosophy class. i believe this one. i think that i'm going to do way better in the justice class. we have to do a group project. my topic is terrorism and the "war on terror". i'm really excited to do this project. what project am i NOT excited for? group project on angiosperms for diversity of plants. i don't think that i've ever cared about anything less in my whole life. but i have to get over it and do well. i love my genetics class. it's going to be a lot of work, but i really like it. i think that overall this is going to be a really good year. i just hope that i can pay for it...my student loan was a LOT less than i hoped/needed it to be. i can pay my fall tuition, but winter? not so much. i have no idea what i'm going to do. i'm so worried. its not fair. school is so expensive. they make it almost impossible to go. but what can i do? just give me the money. why make it so difficult? don't even get me started on text books. bah...