Thursday, April 12, 2007

such .....lack of greatness

so i didn't get the awesome lab job i was hoping i'd get this summer. i was thinking that i had a great chance. i know i kicked the interviews ass. but i guess because i'm not actually a micro student, that's the problem. so now what does that mean? i'm stuck staying where i'm at now. ugh. how much do i not want to spend my summer there? words can't even begin to describe it. and i don't even know that that job is a sure thing. there is still a good chance that i could be unemployed this summer. well, no i won't be unemployed. i'll be working at like wal-mart or some shitty ass place like that. ugh. i've never been in such a shit state for a summer job before. pretty depressing. even if i get a job with my current employer i have the entire month of may with nothing to do. i should take a class or something. blah. i hate feeling shitty.

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