asshole

man, what is wrong with me? why do i attract such fucking morons? am i a bad person? do i deserve this shit? i didn't even do anything wrong and i feel like i kicked a baby. HE came onto ME. I had NOTHING to do with it. i mean, i was there and it takes two but he wouldn't stop and i was drunk and i didn't sleep with him, despite what he's told people. it's shitty because i really like his girlfriend. and i told him to back off. but she doesn't like me because she thinks i'm gonna steal him away from her. know what? he is all yours. i have zero interest. zero. and it happened like 5 months ago! why am i still dealing with this? and why is he still telling people? doesn't he remember how it turned out the last time he was telling people stuff? apparently he didn't learn his lesson. i feel like shit. i've been used and hurt before, but it always went away. i can't seem to get away from this. i feel disgusting.