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tomorrow is a day full of....not lasts...just....reductions. does that make sense? because i'm not going to stop working for who i work for. i'm just going to work less and not from the office. and i'm not going to stop partying after tomorrow night, i'm just going to do it way less. so i don't want to look at it as a total ending. i'd be happy if the work thing was actually the end, but everyone needs money so i gotta keep working. and then there will be saturdays. my saturday job is going to be my lifesaver. you're all still invited to come down any saturday for a visit. starting next week.

so today was my last friday lunch. even thought it's not friday. tomorrow there are going to be a few people not at work so we went today. pogue fado. finally. so happy. today i also discovered some skills that i do not have. first, using a phone. haha its funny because yesterday i was ripping up someone for not knowing how to send an e-mail and today i don't know how to use a phone. i don't mean just a phone in general. i mean like an actual phone system for a fully functional call centre taking calls for a ton of different clients. i got thrown into helping test a phone system and it was all new to me. the second thing i realized as a skill i do not have is drilling. i sucked at drilling 1.5 inch holes through pieces of plywood. the holes were all shaky and jagged. but other people's were awesome. and i was very nervous of all the flying bits of wood. so i went back to my new and improved google sitemap. maybe i am a geek.

i'm watching jag [yeah see? geek]. it's "a week of romance" so all the shows are about harm and mac and their star-crossed love [what the hell kind of name is harm, anyway?]. but i guess its not actually star-crossed. in the very end they end up together. either way, i never want to spend nine years in love with someone who is also in love with me but we're not together. if you're in love with someone, just go for it! what is the problem! i just don't get it. why drag it out and make it painful for everyone when it would be so easy to fix everything. and maybe it doesn't work out. but i'd rather give it a shot then spend 9 years [or even 9 months] just having it hover over me. i mean, i guess i understand it in this context of the show. you can't just have your main characters get together in season 2. you know people thirst for the sexual tension. the same stupid thing happened with the x-files. the whole mulder and scully being in love but not together. everytime their hands brushed against each other people went into a frenzy [and it's official. geek.]. but in real life do people spend years in love with someone with no resolution? that's retarded.

aaaaaaanyway......i bought new jeans today. yup. there goes cash that i just don't have. and beer tomorrow night. that will be fun but i may or may not be able to afford my text books. scared. what's more important? one more shameless night at cheers before a few months of no shameless nights, or textbooks for the learning? conundrum!