Thursday, August 10, 2006

i know it could be worse...

this job is slowly sucking out my soul. seriously. i've had jobs that were just the same thing everyday, but nothing as bad as this one. i need to get out of here. i have never been so happy that a job was just for the summer before. i'm not happy that i don't like the job. i wish i did. because the people are good people. the thing i hate the most about here is that when people get pissy about work, they take it out on everyone around them. and that just makes other people pissy. i don't enjoy being in a bad mood because other people are being jerks.
so now i'm just being totally unproductive. i feel bad because i'm getting paid to sit here, but i just don't want to work anymore. not today. i thought that coming in late would make the day go faster, but it's going so slow i think i just saw the clock move backwards. i feel distracted. like my mind is a thousand miles away and has left my body here to rot in this chair. actually, i am distracted. completely. and i know exactly where my mind has gone on its little vacation. i wish i could be there with it.

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