being sad is bad enough

i'm so pissed at my mom. my brother and i got a drive home from school with her today. all she did was rip up shay for being this horrible dog the whole way home. her and my brother argued about getting a new dog. mom used the example of how awful shay was to argue her point for not wanting a new dog.

i cried the whole way home.

she was not an awful dog at all. my mother is just being a bitch. yeah shay chewed stuff when she was a puppy, but dogs do that. she totally grew out of it. she hasn't chewed anything in years. we could leave her alone in the house and she didn't pee on the floor, or eat people shoes, or chew on the chair legs or eat the plants. i think she was pretty frigging great. her only problem was she wasn't very social. which was a pain when people came over. but we dealt with it. all mom ever did was bad mouth her. her whole life. and she's still doing it. and then mom got annoyed with me because i didn't agree with with she was saying. and asked me why i was crying and told me to stop. cuz she was just a dog.

just a dog? that dog was my best friend.

i think i'm going to stop writing until i have something else to talk about other than this.