people get to deep around new years. they look back at everything that has happened and look forward to all that could happen...
there have been good times, but nothing that is standing out as note-worthy for a year end trip down memory lane. and nothing overly bad has happened either. i think that the one thing i really realized this year is that i have regrets. and i'm only just 25 [almost]. i've realized that by 25, some people have accomplished so much more than i have. even just little things. like they don't live at home anymore. i hate that i'm a struggling student. i hate that i'm trying to be responsible and stay living at home so i can cut down on student loans. i know that's the smart thing to do, but i'm missing out on my 20's.
i feel like i've lost touch with people i love. friends from design school are a big loss this year. what happened there? we were so tight. people i just met are also disappearing from my life this year without really having a chance to leave their mark.
and why am i still playing the same games with some people? it's been too long. can we just stop.
i'm really ready to grow the hell up.
that's how i feel about 2006.
happy new year.
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