Thursday, December 28, 2006

it's almost over!

tomorrow night i get to sleep in my own bed. i can't wait. and i'm excited to get away from that annoying dog. haha my tune has change quite a bit since the beginning. the dog is just so weird. she makes me miss my dog so much.

and i got a phone call yesterday from someone i haven't talked to in probably close to two years. he's home for christmas. he said we should hang out but i have other people who i want to see who have kept in touch who are higher up on the priority list than he is. i don't know if i'll get to see him or not. i wrote before about letting people walk out of your life and how i wish it didn't happen. well, this guy was my best friend. but then he reorganized his priorities [some things are more important than your friends] and we stopped hanging out. and then stopped talking. for a while it really hurt me. i was so upset that we had grown apart [it was like he was changing back into some junior high form of himself]. but now i'm pretty indifferent. if i don't see him while he's home, it won't be the end of the world. i guess i'm sorry that's how it turned out. we were tight. oh well. shit happens.

i had an awesome night last night with pei friends who are home. we were lied to by the 4th person for why she couldn't come hang out. lame. why tell one person you have a migrane and tell the other person you're busy? you don't think we're gonna discuss the fact that you're not there? whatever. just another person lost to a relationship. it happens all the time, right?

and, do i want to baby-sit on new years eve? what else am i gonna do? might as well... haha now i kinda wish i had plans. maybe i can make some before i have to let her know tomorrow about the kid.

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