i just want to write everything

i have so much that i just want to get out.

stuff has been happening the past few days/weeks that makes me want to spill my guts on everything. i know that i could sit here right now and write my entire life story without even hesitating.

but instead i'm going to say nothing.

except, i'm tired.

i think that sums up everything.

i'm just tired. i'm ready for my life to begin. i'm tired of feeling like a kid. i'm tired of waiting around for something great to happen. i'm tired of waiting for other people. i'm tired of not being completely sure of myself. i'm tired of feeling inferior. i'm tired of feeling unattractive.

there are going to be changes in the new year. if you want to be a part of it, you better let me know. because it's all getting left behind if not.