saturday night

this is what i learned tonight:

1. some people are really annoying when they're drunk.

2. pogey is way better when you can actually see them

3. it's not a good idea to wear jeans when it's 30 degrees out

4. don't get in on the pitcher when you're not going to be able to drink as much beer as buying the next pitcher is going to cost you.

most of these things are things that i should have learned before tonight. but obviously i did not learn them.

ode to kleenex

oh kleenex
white and cloth-like
square sheets
in your pink tulip box
look so soft
and gentle
waiting there for me
in my time of need
only to rip my nose off

blah.

i'm sick! :( i hate it. i didn't catch a single cold all winter and now, here it is the end of july and i'm sick. it's worse being sick in the summer because it's so hot and you're uncomfortable anyway....blah.

i need more orange juice....

problem:

effects of Reese cups do not last long

solution:
will just have to eat more


my nose is so stuffy......

yum.

Reese cups fix everything. Including stuffy noses.

it's true....

if i lay here

if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world

-snow patrol

scared

with every day that passes, this situation in lebanon gets more and more terrifying. do we really see an end in sight? the country is going to be destroyed before it's over. all the big-dog political analysts are calling it "world war 3". wow. that's intense. is this really WWIII? i'm not yet sure what i think about that. but it's a damn scary thought. my own fears of war aside, because, really i have nothing to worry about at this point (nor will i probably ever), leo is still in lebanon. i have never been more scared for someone in my whole life. i have no idea what his situation is really. we know that he has moved further north and has registered to be evacuated. but he doesn't know when the evacuation will happen. he just has to wait. hopefully it isn't much longer. at least there has been some aid allowed in so the people there aren't completely cut off. and at least he knows that eventually he will be allowed to leave. and come back here. away from the bombs and the killing and the death. i can't even imagine what it would be like to have no escape. i don't think that it is possible for me to be more thankful that i am canadian.

song of the day...

and i'm here eating up the boredom
on an island of cement
give me your ecstasy i'll feel it
open window and i'll steal it
baby like it’s heaven sent

-david gray

i am a fool and i would like to embark on a new phase in my life.

p.s. i love the original superman movie. i love that clark is so awkward. and his pants are too short. i would love to meet a nice, sweet, slightly nerdy guy with too short pants. oh wait. i think i already have..... i don't think he can fly though. and i don't think i'm his lois lane.

one step closer

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

-Linkin Park

surfing

I wish I went more often. Some people don't get the appeal. And I guess I can understand that. Everyone has their own reasons why they love it. For me, I feel more alive when I'm in the ocean. Even though I'm a terrible surfer and get my ass kicked every time I go, I would never stop going. The thought of being in the ocean, what that really means, puts things into perspective. I see the ocean on a map and its just this thing. It doesn't really mean anything. But when I'm in the ocean, I feel so small and insignificant. I know that seems like it would be a bad thing, but for me, it gives me a sense of the vastness of the planet. It's a really surreal feeling actually. And I love it. When I look out and I see nothing but the sky meeting the ocean, I feel free. And the waves. When they crash over me and I get pulled along, rolling in the wave and being tossed around like I'm weightless, feeling the strength and power of the water, I feel a connection. I feel like the wave is this real thing, carrying me along and my life is totally under it's control. I am overcome with a sense of respect, and awe. Have you ever dove under a wave just as it was crashing, and you can feel it rolling over you? It is a feeling unlike any other. And I crave it. I never feel more alive or more at peace than when I am in the ocean. The freezing cold Atlantic ocean. It feels like home.

The tide is high but I'm holding on

I'm gonna be your number one
I'm not the kind of girl who gives up just like that

-Blondie

if i was ever going to try to take over the world,
i would plan the attack
from my shower.

12-string?

Yes please. Going to MusicStop on your lunch break is not a smart thing to do. Because how do you leave and go back to work like nothing has changed? You don't. After you manage to tear yourself away from the guitars and the music and trudge back across the parking lot to the ugly and quiet that is your office building, you sit at your desk and try to do a job that you hate, all the while thinking of the wooden masterpiece that you might love more than your own children (if you had them). And you feel as though you've abandoned it. You promise that you'll be back to visit, and that you do indeed love it. But it's not the same as lovingly taking it in your arms and giving it the warm and fabulous home you know it deserves and that you could provide. *sigh* Maybe I'll see it again some day....

investigation results

Turns out, the Lois Lane speech is awesome. Yes, it ryhmes, but she's speaking from her heart. Hahaha I'll let you be the judge...

Can you read my mind?
Do you know what is is that you do to me?
I don't know who you are
Just a friend from another star

Here I am like a kid out of school
Holding hands with a god
I'm a fool

Will you look at me
Quivering
Like a little girl
Shivering
You can see right through me

Can you read my mind?
Can you picture the things I'm thinking of?
Wondering why you are
All the wonderful things you are

You can fly!
You belong in the sky!
You and I
Could belong to each other

If you need a friend
I'm the one to fly to
If you need to be loved
Here I am

Read my mind

So that's the speech. See it where I saw it here.

So it has been decided that Zinedine Zidane will be suspended for 3 games and fined £3,260 for his head-butt during the World Cup final. However since he has retired from soccer, he has to spend 3 days working with FIFA doing community service with children. And Materazzi was suspended for two games and fined £2,170 for provoking Zidane. As far as Zidane losing his Golden Ball award for best player goes, it wasn't even discussed at the hearing. Which is good. He deserves to keep the award. If he's the best, he's the best. And Materazzi stuck up for him saying that he deserved it. I'm satisfied with this resolution to the whole situation.

and your eyes. they were in my mind.

i just want to hold on to you.

-blue rodeo

glad today is ending.

Die in a fire? Even though I'm going to assume it was a joke, that's a really dick head thing to say.

I have too much time alone with my own thoughts. It's not healthy. Or maybe it is. I'm not sure. I sit here with the tv on or music playing but not really pay attention to anything except the thing that has my brain tied up at this moment. It changes daily. Or even hourly. I feel trapped. Trapped in what? In...my own fear of taking a leap. If I'm unhappy with where things are going and how my life is progressing, I'm well aware of what needs to happen to change it. Why can't I just do it? I need to step outside my comfort zone and just go for it. I need to take a chance. On everything. Life, love, work, school... What am I missing? Because I'm here and have had opportunity to leave, how could my life have been different? Where might I be right now if I had fought for going away after high school. What if I had applied for the job at the London Science Museum? What if I had gone to work at the camp for the summer?
I'm just ready for a change from the way things are right now. I don't want to live the rest of my life just letting stuff happen to me. Or waiting for things to happen. I'm in a rut and it needs to change. But at the same time as I sit here and complain about needing to get out, I can't really imagine my life without the things I experienced as I was stuck here. So I guess it's not that bad. But I have a longing for the things I haven't done. I'm torn. Completely. About everything. Well, not one thing. But that's out of my hands.

We went to the Lower Deck last night. I don't know what it is about that place, but I never get sick of it. I'd like it if more people were into it though. It would be more fun. And we wouldn't look like such dorks. But you know what? Other people go to other bars all the time. I can name a certain someone who hit the Ale House every single Saturday night without fail for years. So he can't give me hell about going to the Deck all the time. Everyone has their favourite places. I'm just not into going to disgusting places like the Palace where everyone is all sweaty and grinding and 19. It's such a meat market. I like the Lower Deck because I can go and sit and drink beer and it's not scary like the Dome or gross like the Palace.
Anyway, it was Melanie, Michelle, Jenna, Sean, Jennie and I so it was good times with more people than normal, which is just me and Melanie. I've only met Jennie once before. She's cool. She should come around more often. I know her connection to the group was through Sean and he doesn't hang out so much anymore, so I understand why we don't see Jennie. Michelle and Jenna left pretty early. Like, 11:00 early. Sean and Jennie stuck it out a bit longer. But then it ended up the way it always is. Just me and Melanie. Oh well. She got drunk and I agreed to drive her car home. Which was cool. I didn't want to spend the money anyway. Another perk to being sober was being able to fully appreciate the ass crack that was on full display. Lucky me... I need to watch Superman. Not the new one. The classic. I need to do a bit of investigative work. Is the Lois monologue really corny and long and written in rhyme? We shall see.
I got an e-mail from Judith today asking me if I was interested in part-time work in the fall. Weekends or otherwise. What does that even mean, otherwise? I have no idea. The only part-time positions they've always had were just weekends. I said that she'd need to give me a bit more info before I committed to anything. I'm not overly opposed to working there. And part-time won't be bad. I guess we'll see what it is she wants me to do and when she wants me to do it. I'm working there on a Sunday in August. I don't mind. It's just at the desk. But I don't know anyone who works weekends anymore! Eveyrone is gone! It'll be so weird to be there and not know the staff. Oh well. It'll be fine. We'll see what she comes back with.
Time for So You Think You Can Dance!

interesting facts

So today I Wikipediaed my birthday. That's how much I love my job. I spend my day looking up random stuff on Wikipedia. Here are some interesting facts about January 29:

1595 - William Shakespeare's play Romeo and Juliet is probably first performed.
1845 - The Raven by Edgar Allan Poe is published for the first time (New York Evening Mirror).
1856 - Queen Victoria institutes the Victoria Cross.
1933 - President of Germany Paul von Hindenburg appoints Adolf Hitler as Chancellor of Germany.
1959 - Sleeping Beauty, an animated feature produced by Walt Disney based upon a fairy tale, was first released.
1978 - Sweden outlaws aerosol sprays due to their harmful effect on the ozone layer, becoming the first nation to enact such a ban.

And people with the same birthday as me:

1945 - Tom Selleck
1952 - Tommy Ramone
1954 - Oprah Winfrey
1965 - Dominik Hasek
1970 - Heather Graham
1981 - Jonny Lang

I am especially happy about the Romeo and Juliet thing. First performed on my birthday? And The Raven? That's fantastic.

come home safe

Leo is in Lebanon. He's been there all summer. But now with all this fighting, it's getting a little scary. I guess his family tried to get to Syria but all the roads and airports are bombed out. He said that he heard it could be months before people will be able to get out. But today I read on CBC.ca that Canada is sending in ships to get Canadians that are stranded there. But there are people who have no way of getting to the ships or don't know where they're going to be docked. It seems that the Canadian government isn't so organized trying to get everything together. People can't get ahold of the Canadian Embassy in Lebanon and if they do get through, no one has a clue what's going on. That's terrifying. They need to get their shit together. 7 Canadians have been killed. I know that's nothing compared to the hundreds of other people and the probably thousands that are still going to die, but it's really scary when you're from somewhere like Canada where bombings aren't so common. And where did this fighting come from anyway? It seemed like things were kind of ok and then all of the suddedn, there are all these attacks. Leo said that he can see the smoke and the explosions and hear the guns from where he is, but his area hasn't been bombed yet. How scary is that? To be so close? I can't even imagine. I'm so thankful that I live in Canada. I can't even wrap my brain around what it must be like to be from somewhere like that, where the fighting never ends and tensions run so high. I would always be on edge. I would never relax or sleep. It's awful. How did I get so lucky?

to save your life

I'm adding a new link. This is amazing. I want to get this book. This is the most personal stuff I have ever seen in my whole life and just the few that I read made me feel not alone.

one more

You are a Rocker Girl!

If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's. Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know. Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime. Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

more random internet things...

Your Birthdate: January 29

You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings. You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action. Your strength: Your vivid imagination Your weakness: Fear of failure Your power color: Coral Your power symbol: Oval Your power month: November

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

online quizzes to determine my world view....

Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.

Cultural Creative 69%
Romanticist 69%
Postmodernist 50%
Modernist 50%
Idealist 44%
Existentialist 38%
Materialist 31%
Fundamentalist 31%


What is Your World View? (updated)
created with QuizFarm.com

zero gravity kitchen parties?

Ok. I just read an article that was talking about how the astronauts on the Discovery right now are going to use duct tape to fix their jet packs so they could do their spacewalks. And it kept talking about how they use it all the time for all kinds of stuff. Including...

"More recently rolls of the hard-wearing grey tape were used on board the space station to form the top of a kitchen table that American astronaut Bill Shepherd built with spare aluminium struts in 2001. "Once we got it put together and finished, it was kind of the social centre of the station," Mr Shepherd said."

A kitchen table made of duct tape which then becomes the social centre. Are you SURE that guy isn't Canadian? Maybe Atlantic Canadian? Because they're having kitchen parties in space. That's awesome! Hahaha!

oh the rage.

I hate lying cheating hypocrite bastards. They ruin my day.

after work is the best time of day

Wow. What a great after work I had. Gym for running and then Pirates of the Carribean! Faith is a great gym buddy. Because she doesn't work out and then be like, so how about some ice cream. Which totally defeats the purpose. It was great. And then movie! It was good. Not as awesome as the first one. Because you knew how Johnny Depp was gonna be as Jack Sparrow. Like the weirdness he is for that character. And he was kinda mean. Not really the funny guy who everyone loved. And I don't like the way Disney is forcing you to go to the next one. This movie completely leaves you hanging! They didn't tie up anything! I'm forced to give Disney another $7.50 (if it's cheap night) because I need to know how this plays out! Although, Disney will probably get more than $7.50 out of me between now and me seeing the next Pirates movie. Doesn't Disney own the world? That's what I thought. Or, at least a good chunk of it.

family matters

I went for a 6km bike ride with my father this evening. I went because my mom was going to go with him, but she had plans with her friend so she couldn't. Everything I just said, for my family, is strange. Something changed. Like a month ago. My dad never went bike riding. I didn't even know my mom knew how to ride a bike, and them do it together? Me going? Weird. Every evening at my house consisted of, my father yelling at me to do the dishes, then going downstaris to sit in his lay-z-boy to watch Seinfeld. Mom would sit upstairs and watch the news. I think that bad things were going down. Mom used to complain about him really bad, about how he never wanted to do anything fun or go anywhere with her. And money. They fought about money really bad a lot. And coffee. That was the big argument. It was too expensive to buy coffee everyday. Coffee? Really? And dad was really hard on us...always yelling and lecturing about everything. Stupid little things like too many shoes left in the front hall closet. Anyway, one night there was a blow out and I was fairly certain that my parents were splitting up. And then, like the next day, complete 180. Now, dad and mom go out all the time, dad signed them up for dance lessons! DANCE LESSONS! Whatever! That's insane. He hugged me when I left for a movie with friends. Him and mom are all huggy and snuggly...it's weird. Just because they've never been like that. And they're all into doing stuff as a family now. And that's how I ended up biking 6km with my dad. And he does't yell anymore. That makes me happy. It was too hard before. You couldn't even talk to him because you'd just end up with a lecture. It was tiring and frustrating. I never even talked to him. It was getting to the point where I was going to have no relationship whatsoever with him. I really didn't want that to happen but I didn't know how to fix it. But he's changed. And its good. Hopefully things will stay this way.

up too late

So, instead of sleeping, I'm watching MuchNews Weekly. Who cares. I'm sitting here rotting my mind when I could be sleeping. Precious sleep. I don't care that Avril and Derek are getting married, or that Kevin left the Backstreet Boys. Actually, good for Kevin. He knows when the plane is going down and he doesn't want to die in the fiery crash. They're putting out another CD. How is that even possible? Did anyone buy their last CD?
Jets Overhead, eh? That was a quick little clip, but I liked the sound. Maybe I'll look them up. A big festival needs to come to Halifax. And the Rolling Stones don't count. I think that after the craziness of last summer's Moncton party, no one is going to care this year. Its only 1 year later! And at the end of it last year, people couldn't give away Stones tickets. So obviously everyone who wanted to see them, saw them. So no one is going to travel here for them this year. The only people who are going to see them this year in Halifax, are people from Halifax. Anyone else would be better. The Barenaked Ladies are going to Charlottetown. I like the Barenaked Ladies! They're pretty fun. I'd like it if they came here. Damn them and their hatred of Halifax. Or...maybe damn Halifax for pissing off the Barenaked Ladies. Either way, I can't go to Charlottetown to see them. No more road trips this summer. I can't afford it. I was just in Charlottetown. Enough fun for one summer.
Hmm...The Streets. I like British music. Maybe this was a productive MuchNews viewing.
So I'm trying to learn how to play Acoustic #3 by the Goo Goo Dolls on my guitar. It's kind of an old song that never got air play, but it's been stuck in my head lately. I don't know why. So I looked up the tabs. I really like it. There are 3 'rhythm figures' you just kinda play over and over. The first and third figures I have handled. Number 2 is causing me some trouble. And I can't sing along with it. Once I have all 3 figures down, I'll play it with the song and hopefully become a pro. That's the plan.
I'm not so into the screaming music. It stresses me out. Little too much for me. But if that's your thing, do it up.
Ok, so this is cool. There is a new award called the Polaris Prize. It's a prize for the best full length Canadian album. It's awarded based completely on artistic merit with no regard for air play or record sales. That is fantastic. Also cool is Going Coastal is covering Buck 65 getting the key to Mount Uniack. That's awesome. That's another former always-in-Halifax guy who isn't back all that often. Next time he's here, I'm going to see him. He's great.
And now it's midnight. Why am I still awake? I'm awake because I'm too lazy to get up and get ready for bed. Ok. I'm going. Right now.
Also, do you think it's possible to fall out of love as suddenly as hitting the floor if you fell out of bed? And, if you've never been in love before, how do you know when it's love you're falling out of?

after midnight

I'm so tired. I don't know why I'm still awake. I need to go to bed. I was up last night until 4:00 talking on msn to someone having some troubles. He's a good guy but it always seems that things don't always work out. And I still feel awful for my part of it. Even though it was like, 3 years ago. Anyway, I'm glad that we're friends now.
I think I'm going to go to the gym tomorrow. I need to get active again. I've really done not much of anything for a while now. It will be great. Maybe some running.
I'm hungry.

am i happy you're leaving? yes.

So the registration has happened. I'm definitely satisfied with my classes. I got everything I wanted, when I wanted it. Very happy. So now, bring on the school. I really need to work hard this year and bring up my pathetic GPA. If I'm going to spend all this money and time doing this school thing, I might as well put a few more hours into it and do it well. It's annoying because none of my friends are students. So it's easy for them to just be like, ok lets go!! But I'm like, yeah...I have class/homework/exams to study for. But 3 years isn't all that much time to have left. I can do it. It's worth it.
I want to go to the beach. I wish I knew some more surfers. It's too hard to get people to go because they don't want to spend the money and they've never done it. I really want to go. This weekend. I'm going to do it.
So he told me today that he's leaving on July 31. He said he didn't know if I thought that was a good thing or not. Honestly, if he wasn't so...intense, I'd be a whole lot more torn up about it. When I first met him, I thought he was great. But then he slowly started getting more flirty with me. Which is fine. But his girlfriend didn't like it very much. And one night when we were all out, he said that he wanted to appologize in advance for anything he might try once his girlfriend had moved back home. Yeah, ok, that's just drunken rambling. But then, once she left, it all came out. He started telling me I was hot and that guys were insane for not jumping at the chance to be with me and trying to be all "gentlemanly" by offering me his coat if I was cold and whatever. Which was nice I guess. And then there was a party. Everyone was wrecked, obviously, and at the end of the night I found myself leaning on him. Whatever. But then he told me he wanted to kiss me and that his girlfriend had been jealous of me from the first time she met me and that he really liked me. I was lying on the couch and he tried to kiss me and I was like, No! You have a girlfriend! And not only do you have a girlfriend, I KNOW your girlfriend! I know her! And I like her! And I was like, You're moving to be with her. And you know what he said to me? You're right. I'm not going to leave her for you. But I'm so attracted to you. Wow. Thanks. That's a great way to get into a girl's pants...I'm not going to leave my girlfriend for you. So anyway I just kept telling him that I didn't want to do it because of his girlfriend. And he told me to stop saying her name. It was disgusting. I've never felt so used in my whole life. He was like, I think we need to just do this and get it out of our system because I think we both want it. Gross. No, we don't both want it. Then he started hitting on me and sending me e-mails telling me that the highlight in his day is e-mails from me and that he'd love it if I saved him from drowning, especially if it involved mouth to mouth. First of all, I don't find drowning jokes funny at all. And second, I bet your girlfriend would love it if she knew what you were doing. And one time we were all out for lunch and he started talking about some ex girlfriend of his who cheated on him with 2 of his friends. He went on and on and on about how much it hurts to be cheated on and how he's not friends with the guys anymore and if he ever found out that his current girlfriend was cheating on him, he'd probably hit her. I wanted to jump across the table and strangle him. He was totally willing to cheat on her with me! He's such a bastard. I'm glad he's leaving. I've hooked up with guys before and kinda been that one night stand but I have never ever felt so used as he made me feel. And every day he makes me feel more disgusting. I hate it when he looks and me and the creepy way he talks to me. I can't wait until he leaves. And at his going away party, if he tries anything, I'm going to hurt him.

wedding plans are exciting

Yea!! I can't wait!! I'm going to meet Anna tonight to help her with wedding
stuff! How exciting! She has asked me to design the wedding program and the
bookmarks they're giving as favours. I feel honoured! I'm so excited. I hope
she likes what I come up with. I'd really like to get creative and maybe do
some hand drawn stuff...something that doesn't look computer drawn. I wonder
what she has in mind. I'd like to see what her invitations look like too. Oh
yea for weddings...I hope I get to go too. I'm not really holding my breath for
an invitation though. I know she's trying to keep it small. I just really want
to see her dress. I went dress shopping with her but she didn't end up getting
any of the ones we looked at. So I have no idea! As long as I get to see
pictures. Thats all that matters.

sleep now

Oh man. I have never been so tired in my entire life. 4 days off is too much. You get too used to sleeping in and doing nothing. This job is way too boring to be this tired. Who wants to write paragraphs about American cities all day long? Not me...but that's what I'm doing. How did I end up working here? I don't think I'm going to survive the summer. But it's only another 2 months. I can do it. It wouldn't even be so bad if it was just part time. Maybe I'll be able to keep doing it once school starts. Because I'm going to need money. Oh damnit! I didn't submit my student loan application! It's all ready to go I just need to send it. I think I'm going to get screwed over this year. I ended up getting a job in February and didn't tell them. Am I going to get penalized? I hope not. I need money. And my coffee has arrived. God love the Tim's run.

sweet satisfaction

So that was the best 2 hours and 40 minutes of my life. What an awesome movie. Brandon Routh did a fantastic job as superman. And his Clark Kent was too cute! I think that that's why I like kind of nerdy geeky guys. Because Clark Kent. And then the whole Superman alter-ego? So hot. And Kevin Spacey was an awesome Lex Luthor. Awesome. I am the happiest girl in the world right now. Hahaha I just want to see it again right now.

ahhh!!

I'm finally going to see Superman!!! I can't wait!! Oh it's going to be fantastic.

i can't hide the way i'm feeling

Why do I always end up hurting? Why can't things just work out? I'm definitely falling for him and I'm only getting hurt. I just hate not knowing. Getting mixed signals. I don't see him very often. I want to tell him everything. Little stupid things happen to me and I think, I want to tell him! It's just a crush, right?

more clouds

What is up with the weather? Why is it so gross out? Its cloudy and gonna rain again today! I'm so happy yesterday was nice. I had so much fun last night at the Deck. Except I got red ink from my hand stamp on my ass because the stamp was so wet. Stupid red stamp. It better come out. And some chick spilled her beer all down my leg. So thats lovely. Haha it got so sticky and I made Luke touch my leg. Haha gross. He didn't really...he just kinda poked it. I don't think he understood what the point of touching it was. And other people ended up coming. So thats great! But they weren't dancers which sucks. They just sat at a table and then went home pretty early. Oh well. I had a blast so thats all that matters. Melanie wants to go back again tonight. i don't know how I feel about that. I'm so tired from last night. I don't really like going to the same place two nights in a row. I feel a bit foolish. But its fun so I usually end up giving in. And it will be a different band outside tonight. So it might be ok. I don't know. We'll see. I really need to clean up my room. Its such a mess. I can't find anything. Maybe I'll do that this afternoon. But I'm off tomorrow and Tuesday from work. So I have lots of time to do it. Wow. I lead a pretty exciting life....

oh canada

It's sunny out today! Finally! After what feels like months of rain and cloud and fog its finally sunny! And hot! Oh I'm gonna wear a skirt today I think. We're gonna hit the Lower Deck this afternoon. Its gonna be jammed. Patio party! Its going to be so fun. Even if it just ends up being the two of us. I wish more people would come. A bunch of people said they would but are now backing out. What else are you going to do! Come have some beer! Its Canada Day!