Wednesday, November 22, 2006

don't hate me cuz i babble

why does it feel like friday?

probably because i have to work tomorrow and i keep thinking about it and i usually only work saturdays.

it'll be good to work tomorrow. like i said, i'm only ever there saturday so there is about 98% of the staff that i never see because they work monday to friday. so that's cool. but i'm not so pumped about giving up my day off. i usually use thursdays to be totally productive. i sleep in, watch a lot of movies, wear my pajamas, catch up on my day-time tv, you know, the really important stuff. actually, what thursday has really turned into for me is a day full of guitar playing. i don't really play for people, so during the day on thursday is really the only time when no one is home. so i play then. but not this week. oh well. i need money so this will be good.

so i saw the hot bus driver again today. that's 2 days in a row. i don't know if there has actually been an influx of hot bus drivers, or if it's just that i'm getting older, but there never used to be hot bus drivers. it's only been in the last year that i've started noticing them. but i will definitely not ever be one of those women who sits at the front of the bus flirting with the driver. with the whole exaggerated laugh and all that. no way.

know what else i've seen a lot lately? people crying. a girl in my genetics tutorial started crying in tutorial yesterday. she got up and left. i don't know why she started crying. we were talking about gel electrophoresis. not a very sad topic. i think the ta saw her first. he stopped talking and was looking and then everyone just kinda looked at the girl. i hope she's ok. and then today i was in the library and i saw another crying girl. weird, eh? i cried on the bus once. it sucked. at least in a class or something you can get up and walk away but where are you gonna go when you're on the bus? but at the same time i suppose we all know who she was so next week when she comes to tutorial, we'll all think, she cried last week. but on the bus, i was totally anonymous. no one knew me. i wonder what people thought who saw me crying.

also, today i realized that new years eve is a sunday. that changes things. non-new years things. i don't have any new years plans. i'm not really a big new year's fan. its always way too built up and the night never lives up to your expectations. you work so hard to plan something and buy a new outfit and all that and then its just another drunken night but you spend the whole night waiting for the awesome to happen. and it never does. and all my friends are all in relationships this year [wow. i just realized that. all my friends are in relationships. really? yes. i can only think of one who isn't. wow]. and i'm not a couple so that kinda sucks. who wants to hang out with a bunch of couples when they're alone? no one. last year i didn't even bother trying to make plans and it was good. i'm doing the same this year. no plans.

ok. this post is starting to make me feel mopey. so i'm gonna end it now. and i doubt anyone is still reading anyway. too verbose for some, i'd imagine *wink*

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